The Unknown.

What happens when you take your last breath?
When you neck feels the cold shiver of death?
It scares me that I will not know when it happen.
When death's at the door.. slowly tapping..
I am too afraid to find out the truth.
Whats more unnerving is that there is no proof..
It could happen at any time.
The sudden fall at the end of life's climb.
Do I have time to save myself?
Would I be blessed with eternal health?
Do I have time to look back and say that I lived life to the fullest?
This unstoppable event of ones' life that is the cruelest..
What is my potential? What is my purpose?
I feel like I haven't even scratched the surface..
All I know is I don't want to die alone.
This outcome is for everyone, written in stone.
I want to know that I was loved and appreciated.
With everyone I was associated.
And that I will never be forgotten.
when my body is six feet under and rotten..
My memory will remain and be cherised..
and my impact will not be perished..
The thought of no longer being conscious of my being..
Hope that when its my time I can learn life's true meaning.
The unknown terrifies me to no end.
Death is a rule that I wish I could bend.

One of a kind.

I get tunnel vision, when I think of you.
Your gorgeous smile makes me feel so blind.
I am willing to play this love game.
Yes my words are full of cheese,
I am stuck on you, like I am glue.
Our friendship is one of a kind.
I am willing to do what you please.
Just to hear you say you feel the same..

Reminder....

Thank you for making me feel something I hadn't felt in years..
Every moment, every laugh made me feel real..
But beneath your looks and your beautiful smile..
You reawakened my heart to its deepest fears..
I was thinking this is too good to be true..
Every word, feeling and emotion was fake..
The time we had was the best I have had in a while..
Yet you were quick to leave and place me on the shelf..
I was reminded why I have to look out for myself..
For my well being.. and my sanity for god's sake...